Hi.
hello. im going to use the next few minutes and thousand words to apologize to alot of people for alot of things. and the best part is they’ll never see it. basically, i went through a phase where i wasn’t sure who i was or who i wanted to be or who to hang out with or who to talk to. and throughout that, i lied. alot. and there are alot of people who i knew were there for me, but i was still willing to lie to. i liked a guy, he liked screamo music. no matter how much i hated it, i lied to him and said i loved it. no matter how small alot of the lies i have told are, or have been, they were still lies. and basically, i am pretty sure of who i am now, and i’ve never felt more terrible about things than i have recently. so to anyone i have ever lied to, whether it was about my entire life or about small things, i am so sorry. if anyone ever sees this, i thought i would just confess a few things:
i love country music, and screamo sickens me.
i posted three fake videos on youtube. (undo it, safe & sound, and eyes open)
i have a huge crushh on a guy that if anyone asked about, i would lie.
i have done alot of stupid things that hurt to admit to.
sweet tea & green tea are the only teas i can stand.
i have been hurt by people, and by believing in love, and all those dramatic things that teenagers get hurt by. and then there was one point, throughout everything, lies i have been told & lies i have told; that i realized i hurt people. no matter how much i hated who i was, what i was, how i acted, my personality, my interests, my everything: i shouldn’t have lied. so for anyone, anywhere, who ever sees this, i am so incredibly sorry if i have ever hurt you. it wasn’t my intention. i always swore to you i’d never fall apart: i’m sorry i had to.
